Checked my YM msg and found this msg from my sister.
Kakak (03/08/2009 15:45:57): just to say bapak dah tak selera nak makan
Kakak (03/08/2009 15:46:16): dan banyak tak gerak2 dah
I haven't checked my emails and whatnot for more than two weeks. Been a trip to Europe. I had planned it last year and to cancel things at the last minute seems not a wise move. So, I had it a go and off I went to Europe. I sent postcards from Europe to my family and I had this weird feelings that I can't ignore. My instinct is right all along. Bapa's condition is deteriorating.
Crying won't solve anything. I could act recklessly if I want. Rushing to buy the ticket back home. It is a choice. Will I do it?
This is hard. Harder than I thought. Will I be able to face it? Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapinya bila sampai waktunya. Amin
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